me today. natural but feeling like i should cover up with makeup. why not, right? everyone else is doing it, gotta jump off that cliff sometime… i feel pretty but i just feel so bland, just plain vanilla and after a while it always gets so boring. i mean, vanilla is something you can go back to, its the classic, but i wanna be dulce de leche or butter pecan, at least gelato. maybe ill feel better tomorrow, but i just feel like i want to put on red lipstick, ditch work, and have the kind of fun that i know the girl good in me will probably freak out about later. but i have to stay good, right. its starting to get boring and i dont know what to do about it.